senior reflection #3

Im actually starting to get scared of leaving.even though i moved around a bit as a kid because my dad was in the military, ive spent a good 12 years here. As much as i used to want to leave when i was little and hated virginia, im actually going to miss it.it has been my home for a good chunk of my life and theres alot of memories here.im also scared because once summer hits, i wont have anything really preductive to get college off my mind for that whole month of july.its all i think about.i keep wondering if ill like it, if itll be like the colleges everyone else is going to, if ill like my roommate,if ill get homesick, etc. it sucks waiting like this i just want to get up there now, im so impatient. and also leaving highschool when ive spent four years of my life here. its weird i wont see any familiar faces anymore, im so used to coming back to school after the summer and seeing the same old people.it was kind of comforting. i mean, i like change alot, but im not sure how much i can handle.north dakota is very familiar to me but at the same time its not because ive never lived there for more then a month before.its scary.i feel like im not grown up enough for college and leaving home and being away from my parents.i guess we'll have to see...